22.02.2007
Dear you,
when I realized that I might have a thing for you,
do you know how hard I try not to like you?
so goddamn hard.
do you know how hard I try not to fall for you?
more than you can imagine.
falling for you is the last thing I want from us to be happened.
but what?
at the end, I do like you
and worse, I think I’m falling for you
you don’t believe me, do you?
yeah. neither do i.
it’s sad that I don't trust you.
and I wonder why I don’t trust you
not that I don't want to try or something
it’s just, every time I start to trust you, you ruin it
then i start to think that maybe i really can’t trust you
and lately, it hurts you know
when you say some things and they screw it all
yet, I’m afraid things will go wrong
I know you still have a thing to the girl,
though you said you don’t.
and I don't wanna be just the other girl
coz it will hurt me more
and im tired of being hurt
i had enuff
besides all that, I’m still not sure enuff with my own feeling.
I don't wanna hurt you,
that's why I don't wanna rush things
I just wanna make sure, that I really really like you
really care about you
really wanna be with you
for now..
I just wanna believe that things will gonna b just fine
one day we can be together
and be happy
no tears, no fight
no goodbye
Never gonna be the same ..