I know it’s hard for you to understand me
and it’s not easy to take me as I am
I also know that it’s difficult for you to be in your position
but hey, you’ve tried your best
haven’t you?
Me
I may be stubborn,
and selfish,
and lazy,
and whatever
but that’s me!
and I’m just trying to live my life here.
so, where are we?
what is our purpose?
what are you trying to say?
what am I trying to say?
do you understand me?
or at least, try to understand me?
what about me then?
can I understand you?
so far I know,
I’ve been trying so hard to understand you
I’ve done my best pleasing you.
can’t you see?
I’m doing what you told me to
even if it’s something that I don’t like
everything feels stiff around you
I can say nothing to you
I can’t share anything
I can’t even be myself when I’m with you
but that’s okay
I’ll survive
I’m here now
stronger
and tougher
that’s somehow because of you
hard to admit though
but that’s the truth
I know you love me
and you care about me, a lot
and I love you back,
even though maybe not as much
Thank you
for everything you’ve done for me
Thank you Thank you
Thank you
for trying to understand me
Thank you
for being there for me, most of the time.