LAND of a THOUSAND WORDS

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

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how many what if do you have in mind for every state you're in?

me, i have A LOT.
yeah. countless.
and i just can't get rid of them.

what if this happens?
what if that happens?
what if he does this?
what if he does that?
what if I'm this?
what if I'm that?
what if this goes wrong?
what if that goes wrong?
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and a lot more.

i don't know if it comes from my brain
or my heart
which one do you think?
brain? or heart?

I'll go with brain.
without any doubt.

are those what ifs a denial?
or self-defense?

everytime my heart comes up with something
or feels something
my brain starts producing all those what ifs

sounds like im too afraid to face the truth
too afraid to accept
too afraid to admit

yeah. maybe you are.

and i HATE myself for that.

you should. but hey,
maybe you just don't want to admit it.
you're not afraid.
you just don't want to.
it's different, isn't it?
who knows, dear. who knows.

hey look! he's being nice to me! haha. weird huh? xD~
i'm done here.

"I was worried I wouldn't be enough for you. That's why I lied. That's what I'm afraid of. Not being enough. Not good enough. Not smart enough. Not pretty enough."

-Brooke Davis, OTH

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N tiNe

i like to laugh.
sarcastic.
picky. sometimes too picky.
love shopping.
<3 make fun of others.
quiet around new people,
LOUD after a while.
lazy.
movie watcher.
adores fashion.
stubborn.
music addict.
RANDOMly weird.
fashionably sensitive,
but too cool to care.

N the HISTORY

August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007

N U R The Universe

Woman was created from the ribs of a man

Not from his head to be above him

Not from his feet to be walk upon him

But from his side to be equal

Near to his arm to be protected

and close to his heart to be loved

N my darLINK

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Love is like a sand in the hand..
the more you keep it,
the more you loose it.