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Thursday, January 25, 2007

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does anyone watch One Tree Hill?

i LOVE LOVE LOVE One Tree Hill. I really love the show. it is indeed a worth watch tv series. to be honest, firstly i watch OTH just because there's Chad Michael Murray in it. he's undeniably HOT, isnt he? *wink* but now, he's still hot. haha. ok, now its not just that, for me, everytime i watch OTH, i can learn sumthin good from each episode. somethin make sense and real. and i like all the words that Lucas says at the beginning and at the end of the show.

and you know wad's funny here? ok, so Ive watched OTH until season 4 episode 11. and I realized theres sumthing similar between my life and the story on OTH. (or maybe its just me being stupid)

so, I see myself in Payton. how Payton has been holding her feeling to Lucas, and how she's always be there for Lucas without Lucas knowing her feeling to him. and yeah, that kinda stupidity of her, is so me. proud? NOT AT ALL.

but hey, Payton finally got the gut to tell Lucas how she feels all this time. ME? nowhere near to Payton. I dont think i'll have the gut to tell him how i feel these last 9 months ever. ok, maybe we used to know that we like each other. or, at least i knew he liked me (which turned out it kinda make me realized i like him too) but he thought that theres no way i wud like him. and now, i somehow learned that he stop liking me or whatsoever. pathetic? i know.

SO, after Payton told Lucas that she loves him, it turns out that Lucas loves her too!!!! HOW SWEET ladies n gentlemen? huhuhuhuhu.. i know its so sweet. and ME? still, with noone telling me that he loves me too. haha. oh well. nevermind. just go watch One Tree Hill! its so damn good.

anywayyyy.. hmmm, i kinda dont have anyone 'close' to me right now. everyone seems to be disappearing. or is it me the one who disappear? well, i dont know. if its me, im sorry guys, i didnt mean to. i just feel like i wanna be alone for a while. besides, im tired being involve to other ppl's life. like i dont have one, huh.

i wanna move on (at least im trying here ^^). i wanna live my life to the MAXIMUMEST, and i'll be friends with whoever wanna be my friend. i wanna have fun. but, i wanna work hard too this smester coz i wanna get a really good mark on every project, every assgn, every exam (so, God help me~). i wanna be good. i wanna be BETTER than they way i used to be. but i still wanna be ME. ^^

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N tiNe

i like to laugh.
sarcastic.
picky. sometimes too picky.
love shopping.
<3 make fun of others.
quiet around new people,
LOUD after a while.
lazy.
movie watcher.
adores fashion.
stubborn.
music addict.
RANDOMly weird.
fashionably sensitive,
but too cool to care.

N the HISTORY

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N U R The Universe

Woman was created from the ribs of a man

Not from his head to be above him

Not from his feet to be walk upon him

But from his side to be equal

Near to his arm to be protected

and close to his heart to be loved

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Love is like a sand in the hand..
the more you keep it,
the more you loose it.