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Thursday, January 25, 2007
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does anyone watch One Tree Hill?
i LOVE LOVE LOVE One Tree Hill. I really love the show. it is indeed a worth watch tv series. to be honest, firstly i watch OTH just because there's Chad Michael Murray in it. he's undeniably HOT, isnt he? *wink* but now, he's still hot. haha. ok, now its not just that, for me, everytime i watch OTH, i can learn sumthin good from each episode. somethin make sense and real. and i like all the words that Lucas says at the beginning and at the end of the show.
and you know wad's funny here? ok, so Ive watched OTH until season 4 episode 11. and I realized theres sumthing similar between my life and the story on OTH. (or maybe its just me being stupid)
so, I see myself in Payton. how Payton has been holding her feeling to Lucas, and how she's always be there for Lucas without Lucas knowing her feeling to him. and yeah, that kinda stupidity of her, is so me. proud? NOT AT ALL.
but hey, Payton finally got the gut to tell Lucas how she feels all this time. ME? nowhere near to Payton. I dont think i'll have the gut to tell him how i feel these last 9 months ever. ok, maybe we used to know that we like each other. or, at least i knew he liked me (which turned out it kinda make me realized i like him too) but he thought that theres no way i wud like him. and now, i somehow learned that he stop liking me or whatsoever. pathetic? i know.
SO, after Payton told Lucas that she loves him, it turns out that Lucas loves her too!!!! HOW SWEET ladies n gentlemen? huhuhuhuhu.. i know its so sweet. and ME? still, with noone telling me that he loves me too. haha. oh well. nevermind. just go watch One Tree Hill! its so damn good.
anywayyyy.. hmmm, i kinda dont have anyone 'close' to me right now. everyone seems to be disappearing. or is it me the one who disappear? well, i dont know. if its me, im sorry guys, i didnt mean to. i just feel like i wanna be alone for a while. besides, im tired being involve to other ppl's life. like i dont have one, huh.
i wanna move on (at least im trying here ^^). i wanna live my life to the MAXIMUMEST, and i'll be friends with whoever wanna be my friend. i wanna have fun. but, i wanna work hard too this smester coz i wanna get a really good mark on every project, every assgn, every exam (so, God help me~). i wanna be good. i wanna be BETTER than they way i used to be. but i still wanna be ME. ^^
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Saturday, January 20, 2007
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I've told you before,
"forever is NOT exist"
see?
now that you left me,
i know that friends forever really doesn't exist.
thanks baby,
for the last couples of month
that you spent with me.
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Thursday, January 18, 2007
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I feel lost these last few days.
I don't know why.
I feel like something has missing in my life.
I don't know what.
today, I talked to a friend, whom surprisingly can understand another part of my life. part that I never mentioned before to any other friends.
today, HE, the one who never failed to make the butterflies in my stomach dancing everytime he talks to me, called me on MSN.
he: 到了那边为什么不告诉我？ me: 哈哈哈。对不起，忘了。 he: !@#$%?! me: 你在干吗？ he: 刚起床呢。我的生活很乱。失去了妮。3天睡不着。 me: !?@#?!@$ he: 8点才能睡觉觉. 哈哈哈哈哈.
me: 太感动了，不知不觉流血泪了
today, out of nowhere, everyone is talking about him to me.
today, someone unexpectedly disappointed me.
well, too much for just a few hours in the evening.
but, nothing has changed.
I still haven't found my lost piece.
and Im still lost.
care to help?
maybe u can share your smile.
or your love.
it doesn't matter as long as it fits my heart.
January, 17th, 2007
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Tuesday, January 16, 2007
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I just read this on corry's blog
have you ever been yelled, with inappropriate words, by your beloved one?
me, fortunately, ive never been yelled by anyone. o well, maybe once. and it's my dad. huhu.
what do u feel when someone is yelling at u?
I hate the feeling of being yelled by anyone. not my parents, not my friends.
or especially my boyfriend. hey, who the hell does he think he is?
it is acceptable if someone is mad or get angry at someone else. but can they just say it without yelling? or is it a habit, yelling to other people when someone get mad at sumthing? what a stupid habit, huh.
i don't know with you guys, what u usually do when u get mad?
me, i will b so quiet when i get mad with sumone or sumthing. i dont wanna be bothered by anything. and after awhile, everything wud be back to normal, like nothing happened.
what about guys who yell at girls? what a stupidfuckincoward they are. they should respect girls instead of yelling at girls. and, girls who yell at boys? same thing. stupidbitch. all they can do is yelling to show themselves off. nonsense.
well, nobody perfect. just wanna share my two cents. cheers! :)
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Thursday, January 11, 2007
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WANTED!
FRIEND(s)
it DOESN'T matter if u're:
girl or boy
straight, gay, or lesbian
bad listener
worst advicer
egoist
not funny
not a movie-watcher
not a book-freak
hate music
not smart
well,
maybe we could make a better friends even when we have nothing in common
cheers!
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Sunday, January 07, 2007
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what the fuck is wrong with BOYS or GUYS or MEN???
i really dont understand them AT ALL!!
can they just be honest with their feeling?
or at least, be CLEAR!!
girls are not psychic!!
so dont expect us to be one, for GOD's sake!
girls just want to be WITH them or WITHOUT them.
so please, don't be a total asshole!
i really HATE guys rite now..
i dont even wanna be friends with them!
fuck WITH BOYS! dammit!!!
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Friday, January 05, 2007
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New Year’s Eve, Dec 31st 2006.
around 4.30pm
Corry, Tress, n Chandra came to my house, coz my parents was having New-Year’s-Eve-Dinner. Pas mreka dateng gw belom mandi n blom siap” gt.. nyokap juga masi masak” di dapur.. jd yauda kita ber4 siapin kado buat Olla dulu, soalnya tar malem kan mo di kasi gitu pas BBQan.. hoho.. abis kelar siapin kado Olla, kita maen UNO kartu sambil nungguin dinner.. trus jam 5.30 gw mandi, mreka bertiga tetep maen UNO sambil nyemil macaroni schotel.. *berat yeh cemilannya.. hwihihi* 06.30pm
my auntie n cousins dateng.. hoho.. finalle.. uda lama banget ga ktmu gitu.. jd yah basa basi bntar sambil bantuin mama siapin meja buat dinner.. abis itu jam 7.30 kita start dinner dee.. hoho..
menunya: macaroni schotel, chinese-fried-rice, soup kepiting asparagus, rollade daging + wortel + buncis + saosnya, soun goreng, acar, krupuk, emping, chocolate pudding + vla. Kayanya sih ga ada yg ktinggalan.. hoho.. kalo ada yg lupa ya maap de =p trus abis pd kelar makan, gw ngobrol ma spupu” n tante gw, while tmen” gw itu pd maen kartu ama om gw.. hihihi.. kocak gitu, dari yg tadinya cuma maen UNO, sampe akhirnya maen capsa .. =P around 8.00pm
chan: haloo
olla: lg pd dimana?
chan: masi di tmpt tine ni, bentaran lagi ya la kesananya, maap ngaret..
olla: !”£$%^&*!£$%^
chan: oh, yauda.. bntr lg kita ksana kok.. bla bla bla FYI, sbenernya kita janji ma olla mau dateng ke tempat olla jam 7an buat bantuin siap”in daging BBQ .. tapi apa daya.. ternyata maen kartu lebih seru daripada tusuk” daging.. hehe.. 对不起 ya la.. =P 08.30pm
akirnya kita siap” buat brangkat kerumah olla.. bawa panggangan BBQ, bawa kentang buat baked potatoes, sama bawa barang” pribadi ky baju ganti, anduk, sabun cuci muka, etc. 09.00pm
nyampe diruma olla,, hwihih.. *pas otw ke ruma olla, sempet di tponin lagi gitu,, mungkin mreka takut kita nyungsep kali ya, janji jam 7 tp uda lewat 2 jem ga nyampe”.. hehe* disana uda ada Lia, Vidan, Wilya, Sonya sama Sherly + Olla yg punya ruma.. hehe.. mreka uda nungguin ga sabar gituu.. sampe udah nyalain panggangan kecil yg di bawa ma lia.. uda mu siap” manggang daging.. tp trus akirnya ga jadi gitu, jdnya pake panggangan yg gede.. hoho.. abis naro” tas, yg laen pada siapin panggangan sama bumbu”, gw-corry-sonya-sherly motong + nusuk”in daging ayam gitu.. si tress motong” jagung, yg akirnya di bantuin ma corry soalnya dia ga kuat matahin jagungnya.. hihih.. trus abis itu gw ma tress bikin lemon squash.. overall BBQ nya seru lah, kita berkelimpahan makanan gituu.. sampe numpuk banyak banget bs buat ngasi makan anak” se-RT kali.. hwihihi.. pas daging”nya uda pada abis, tinggal ikan 2 biji gitu yg di panggang, gw ma corry manggang bedua di luar, Sherly-Sonya-Tress pada maen UNO tarik di dalem.. sialnya, tiap abis nyusun UNO nya, ada aja yg iseng ngejatohin lagi.. pertama Lia, trus kedua gw, ketiga Corry.. hyahahaha.. pas Lia, cuma kena omel.. pas gw, dikejer tp cuma sama Tress.. nahh,, pas giliran Corry.. yg ngejer 3-3-nyaa.. hyahahah.. nasipppp!
abis kelar makan kita sempet istirahat bentar sampe jam 12 kurang 10.. trus kita kuar maen kembang apii.. bagusss dee kembang apinya yg di bawa ma Lia.. keren abiss gitu.. hoho.. trus abis maen kembang api, kita doa tutup taon skalian doain Olla yg lg bday gitu.. yg doain si Sonya gitu.. mana doanya di jalan lagi.. hwhihihi.. abis kelar doa, trus kita nyelametin olla gitu.. abis ituu, abis deh si olla di ceplokin telor 3 biji ama kecap manis.. nyahahahah.. HAPPY BDAY YA LA! O well, bis itu kita di dalem maen UNO kartu rame”.. sampe jam 12.30an gitu Heru dkk pada datenk.. mreka dateng ber8 kalo ga sala.. yauda akhirnya tamba rame gitu maennya.. hoho.. tp mreka ga lama sih, jam 2 uda pada balik.. trus jam 3an Sonya juga pulank dianterin Lia n Vidan.. 04.00am
semua teparrr.. well, ga smwa sih.. Olla, Vidan n Chandra masi idup gitu.. malah mreka sempet makanin smangka.. niat yeh, subuh” nyemilin smangka.. huehueh. Trus kayanya jam 5an gitu Vidan pulang, Olla ma Chandra tewas.. 11.00am
abis smwa pada bangun n sbagian pada mandi,, kita foto” trus Olla tiup lilin sama potong kue gituu.. kuenya enak lhoo.. chocolate cake nya harvest,, tp berhubung gw ga demen chocolate, jd ya buat gw biasa aja.. hehe.. abis kelar makan cake, kita pulank dee.. fiuuhhhh.. O well, personally, 新 年的时候我真的高兴，因为没想到，他好几次给我打电话。第一次他打给我时，我没听见所以大概12点 （在雅加达是11点）我就给他打电话了，向他说，：‘’新年快乐‘’然后我们就聊聊天儿。大概12.30，他又给我打来电话说，：’新年快乐‘’。。。心 觉非常幸福，然后我们就用较长的时间继续聊天儿 。他告诉我他过的日子，然后他想这周末跟我一起出去玩，他也说，当他生日的那一天，他要看我在他的身边。。。但是我不行。。真可惜~
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Tuesday, January 02, 2007
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祝你新年快乐
Bonne année
Happy NEW YEAR
cheers!
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