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Monday, October 30, 2006
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a Song for a Broken Heart
I write to you from hell
my song leaving the foot,
against the gas and the wall
that must have said your name
on the beach i remind myself,
how holding hands is so powerless
can a song replace a broken heart?
can a song replace a broken love?
tonight im not alone
I just wanna get your fucking voice out of my head
-A Static Lullaby
30.10.06;
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Sunday, October 29, 2006
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these past few days, i feel lyk that feeling back again.. and i really really dont want this to be happened!
theres no way i'll let that feeling come back again. im living my so-called life now without anything or anyone cud let me down. n im not gonna let him ruin it. cos so far i know, never-fail-to-let-me-down and walk-away r his specialty!
i know this is stupid. and i know i supposed to move on. i did. really. and i know i supposed to control myself and not letting this in, but i just cant help myself! OMG~ wad shud i dooo... huhu~
ok, i dont wanna be annoying n pathetic n whatsoever. i'll try harder to move on n let him go! i knoe i can do it. and i have to do it!
o well, i still can't open my blogspot.. but i cant just stop blogging.. so SAD! and ANNOYING! *sighh* sorry it took me a long time to reply ur TAG or COMMENT.. i didnt knoe wad happen wif blogspot here.. n i still dont knoe.. =( i miss blogwalking!!
i got another headache today.. so irritating! i think im gonna hv my period soon~ poor me
i really HATEE HEADACHEEE!!!!!!!!!!
29.10.06;
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Saturday, October 28, 2006
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WTF is wrong wif blogspot! i cant even open blogspot's page! dammit!! its been like 3 days now.. n i still cant open it. i can login blogger, but cant open blogspot page! wtf!
28.10.06;
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Tuesday, October 24, 2006
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i just finished watchin indo movie, HEART from youtube.the movie is about a girl who fall in love with her bestfriend, but her bestfriend fall in love with another girl. and at the end, she gives her heart to her bestfriend's girlfriend to show her love to him.. aaaw.. so touching! u shud watch it by urself lor.
ooh Tuhan ku cinta dia
berikanlah aku hidup
takkan ku sakiti dia
hukum aku bila terjadi
aku tak mudah untuk mencintai
aku tak mudah mengaku ku cinta
aku tak mudah mengatakan aku jatuh cinta
24.10.06;
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im tired of being nice to other ppl.. even to my friends and my best friends..
it sucks when u try to give them advices, or just tell them good things to do, or even just let them know wad's good n wad's not, but they dont even give a damn to wadever u say.
sometimes they get angry and they think u're just blabbing some nonsense, or they even think that u're jealous of them, and whatsoever.
wtf eh?
wad kinda friends wud think lyk tht?
sigh..
im tired. really tired.
i dont wanna care bout nething nemore.
i wont care bout other ppl nemore.
i'll do wad i wanna do.
i'll go wherever i wanna go.
i dont care.
i like having friends.
i even love my friends too much.
id do anything i cud for my bestfriends.
but im not whatever-u-want-me-to-be.
i am me.
im not calling myself a good friend or wadevr. for im not.
but im just trying to be one.
sumtimes i just have this thought,
to whom shud i call friends?
i have girlfriends, but i know there's a time when they're bitchin me behind my back.
i also have boyfriends, but boyfriends dont care bout nething. they're just.. boys!
o well, this is life.
and this is my life.
i hv to face it.
life is never easy.
but always interesting.
shit do happens. and it makes u strong.
just hang a lil bit longer there.
and u'll find a way to get out.
take care!
-life isnt always a fairytale..
24.10.06;
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Monday, October 23, 2006
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i miss home~
i miss my MOMMY!!~!
i miss my broo~!
i miss CORRYYYY~!!!
i miss TRESS!
i miss OLLA!
i miss my bedroom back home..
i miss watchin POWERPUFF GIRLS!!!
i miss having midnite phone-calls..
i miss homemade food..
i miss starbucks!!
i miss hang-out wif my girls!
i pretty much miss everything..
don't know why.
o well, can't wait for holiday comin..
im counting down my days~
ps: i miss him too. i do.
23.10.06;
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Friday, October 20, 2006
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Forgive Me
can you forgive me again?
I don't know what I said
but I didn't mean to hurt you
I heard the words come out
I felt that I would die
It hurt so much to hurt you
then you look at me
you're not shouting anymore
you're silently broken
I'd give anything now
to kill those words for you
each time I say something I regret,
I cry "I don't want to lose you''
but, somehow I know
that you will never leave me
yeah
cause you were made for me
somehow I'll make you see
how happy you make me
I can't live this life
without you by my side
I need you to survive
so stay with me
you look in my eyes
and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry
and you forgive me again
you're my one true friend
and I never meant to hurt you
-evanescence
URA gave me this song.
i saw her nick on MSN the other day, and i thought she's broken heart or sumthin.. LOL~ and i was asking her wad's wif her nick then she sent me this song.. she told me to find the lyrics cuz it's so damn good.. and yea, it is~! x))
20.10.06;
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Wednesday, October 18, 2006
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today is so FREEEEEZZZIINNGGGG~!!!!
well, im supposed to be on my way to sch for having consumer behaviour class at 1, but im staying home with my heater on and blogging some nonsense instead. HOHOHO~ im bad i know!
ok, this term i have 6 classes, LOAD of assgn and LOAD of project.. THANK GOD its the last term of my diploma, and i'll be doin on my degree starting next year.. hope the degree is gonna be more fun than this..
maybe i need to make a time-table.. shud i ? or shudnt i? maybe i shud.. sighh.. im such a lazzyass! i shud do better than this, i shud go to class everyday n stop skipping classes~! this gonna be hard, i knoe.. cuz of the cold weather, esp in the morning.. n more, some subj are boring! ohh, one more thing, i shud stop coming late on all of my class! *ok, this is much more harder than just skipping classes! LOL*
whateverr..
seems like nothin special these last couple days.. evrythin feels so flat.. dunno why~ maybe its just me.. and i dont feel like blogging anything down lately.. i just dont know wad to blog~
errr.. is this long enuff? LOL~ kiddin leh.. gotta go now.. wanna watch grey's anatomy and get some more sleep.. have a real-nice day peeps~!! x))
bye!
18.10.06;
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Monday, October 16, 2006
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im CONFUSEEEEDD~!!!
which one shud i choose, audrey hepburn or sid vicious?
ok, so this is wad happen.. i have to choose one of them for my consumer behaviour assgn.. i need to do some research and make a report..
both are interesting to me.. but i gotta choose one! vicious for punk or hepburn for classic?
sid or audrey? audrey or sid?
16.10.06;
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Wednesday, October 11, 2006
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a GOODBYE
you are so damn sweet
your smile makes me smile
you make me laugh with you
and im happy whenever im with you
your talks comforting me
your joke makes me laugh-out-loud
your call is a dope
and im addicted to it
your company makes me happy
your absence makes me sad
and ive been crying my heart out
since uve never been there with me
and i was lost
o well,
its all over now
im no longer stick with you
its enough
and im moving on
thanks for all the good times uve given me
thanks for the bad times too
thanks for the happiness
and also the sadness
uve been part of my life
and u'll always be
just in a different way
cheers!
11.10.06;
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Saturday, October 07, 2006
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so, yesterday was Mid-autumn festival, and yeah we supposed to see the moon.. but, instead of seeing the moon, i went online - had some chat and played some game, cuz last night seems like going to rain, but at the end its not. i dont know if the moon looks so beautiful or it covered wif those stupid dark clouds, but it shud be full moon and bright.
and i just found this interesting stuff out. some people in singapore COULDNT see the moon cuz of indo's tree-burning!! WTF??? i mean, wad's wif those stupid-moron-idiot-lazzy-dumbasses who involves in tree burning.. can they just cut the trees instead of burn it?
haeyoh, wth is their probs? as if we havent got a lot of troubles yet.. they make other ppl, oh no, other countries suffer! dammit!
the hell, im swearing at my fuckin own country.. but hey, i just think this sucks~! they never learned their lessons, those bloody moron!
7.10.06;
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today is my mom's birthday~! woOo..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY my dearest MOMMY!!
feel bad cuz i cant be there to celebrate her bday.. huhu.. but, nvm i guess.. maybe nxt yer i will.. hehe
uhmm.. i dunno y i always wake up early lately.. makes me feel sick.. i slept at 4 this morning, n i woke up at 8.. WTF? so not me lahs.. hahax.. o well, i woke up and found feli on my msn .. n we ended up having a sad convo in the morning.. huhu.. wad a day~! we *me n fely* had a reallii tough day lately.. hhh.. n i dunno if we're strong enuff to face it.. hehe.. *ofcors we are strong enuff!!!*
last nite, i had a chat wif 2 of my frends, bout talking crap to other person.. ive asked 2 of em the same question neway, n it went like this.. *im just copy-pasting here.. n too lazy to translate it to english.. huhu*
1st convo.
tine: knapa ya org suka basa basi..
tine: i mean, dont say it if u dont mean it..
ucel: errr
ucel: yaaa emang gitulaaaaa~
ucel: namanya juga crap
ucel::P
tine: yah ok lah, u can say it to some1 u knoe u wont see them again
tine: tp .. not to ur friends
ucel: well
ucel: gw juga ngerasain siy kek gitu
ucel: cuma mungkin beda kali ya
ucel: gw suka sebel aja orang basa basi, muter" gitu
tine: see..
ucel: padahal intinya mah ngga, tapi diputerrrrrrrrrrr trus
tine: just say sumthin.. str8 4wrd, n yah mean it
ucel: okelah alesan nggak enak ngomongnya, cuma yaaaa
tine: dun blabbering ga jelas
ucel: nahhhhh!!!
ucel: itu dia maksud gwwwwwwwww
ucel: tul tul
ucel: huhuhuh
2nd convo.
tine: knapa ya org suka basa basi?
kojep: like teh kotak?
tine: i mean, dont say it if u dont mean it gitu..
kojep: org basa basi krn dia ngerasa ga enak or ga ada topik
kojep: udah
tine: tp kalo basa basi yg kaya gini
kojep: who?
tine: 'oohhhh,, mo dibantuin?' tp elu tau itu dia cuma basa basii..
tine: i mean, what the point of saying those crap ya
kojep: lho
kojep: 1. ya ada maksud
kojep: 2. CAPER
tine: haiZzz
tine: ga banget
kojep: ya kadang lo terima aja
kojep: suatu saat lo tersenyum walau itu basa basi...at least org na masi perhatian
tine: o well, i knoe
okay..
so, u see.. there's 2 people wif 2 diff opinion.. and there's no right or wrong answers here.. i just wondering,, why people care to say craps so-called 'basa-basi'.. but hey, im not saying that's wrong.. i just, dont get it.. what's the point of doing that.. its the same like you're talking bullshit..
why do people say sumthin they dont mean it? why bother to say it? u better just keep it for urself lahs.. !@#$%#!#@$
7.10.06;
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Friday, October 06, 2006
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10 things I hate about You
I hate the way you talk to me
and the way you cut your hair
I hate the way you drive my car
I hate it when you stare
I hate your big dumb combat boots
and the way you read my mind
I hate you so much it makes me sick
it even makes me rhyme
I hate the way you're always right
I hate it when you lie
I hate it when you make me laugh
even worse when you make me cry
I hate it when you're not around
and the fact that you didn't call
but mostly, I hate the way I don't hate you
not even close
not even a little bit
not even at all
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Thursday, October 05, 2006
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I wonder how my feeling doing lately..
i know he hurts me so bad, and it kills me knowing him wif anotha girl(s)..
ive been in a phase where i hate him a lot~ and at some point I feel lyk.. OK, enuff is enuff. I dont wanna care bout him nemore. dont wanna know nething bout him. i need to let him go for my own good. and I wont let him messedup my lyf. SO, im tryin real hard to get him outta my mind. and voila! im done wif my stupid feeling to him.
but then, it comes back just like that~
i still have this happy-weird feeling each tym i saw him..
my heart still beats ups-n-downs without rhythm each tym he showed-up..
i still have his songs playing on my playlist..
i still wish he wud call me just to say hi..
and, I still wait for his txt..
cudnt be more stupid. i know.
and both me and him know that im such a fool for him.
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Wednesday, October 04, 2006
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alone againn~
still hols.. few days left.. so fast when it comes to holiday.. dunno why, always lyk that.
i stayed over at my friends' last weekend, coz of twephy's bday party.. n from monday till 2day, my friends sleep over at my place, n we were having pj's partyy.. :D~ :D~ it was so much fun.. but it's over now.. huhu.. so sad~
o well, nothing to worry cuz we'll meet each other again on saturdayy.. hehe..
wut else shud i write? i dont know..
ahh.. i'll write again nxt tym.. i feel so tired that i cant think bout nething rite now..
sayonara~ ^^
4.10.06;
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