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Monday, September 11, 2006
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wow, its September 11th 2oo6! 5 years after the attacks that felled the towers in NYC.. cant beliv its been 5 years oredi.. such a long tym.. hohoh..
well, wanna share u my thoughts.. :)~
sumtimes i just feel so tired living my own life. I mean, my life definitely not that bad, but yeah, its not that good either. there wr times when i really enjoying my life, but there wr times when i feel that life's a total bitch, n being unfair to me. cant i just live a normal-happy life?
yesh, i hv lotsa fwend, but hey.. r they really my friends? sumtimes i just think that some of them r not my friends. well, yesh they r my friends, but not REALLY my friends. they who shows-up only when they hv probs, r definitely not considered as my friend.. im tired having those kinda friend.. n the good news is, i have many of them! fck.
why always me who has to understand them? ive had enuff wif understanding other ppls business. can they, just once, try to understand me??? or at least, listen to me? well, they dont hav to say anythin, just listen. thats it. is it that bad ask them to listen to me? is it too much to ask?
i feel like dont wanna care about them nemore, but i just cant. i wish i cud avoid them when they come to me wif their probs, but hell, i always cant. wtf is wrong wif me?? ive had enuff wif other ppls life. dammit, do u realize, i hv my life too.. n i wish i hv someone like me in my life. someone who can be there for me 24/7 listening to my fuckin probs.
too bad, i dont have someone lyk that in my fuckin life.. and to b honest, i dont want that kinda friend, i dont want a friend whom i come only when i hv probs. i want a friend whom i can share not only my probs, but also my happiness.. and THANK GOD, i have that kinda friends already. friends who can laugh n cry wif me. thank god for sending them for me.
and for u, who consider me as one of ur bestfriends, but only come to me when u hv probs.. please, dont bother to come to me again next time. try to find sumone else who consider u as their bestfriend. they surely will listen to u, n help u out of ur probs. :D :D
.so in love with my friends.
11.9.06;
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