I live, I love, I rock.. I choose!

2007-06-06T01:28:00.000+08:00

should I quit?should I let you go?...sighh..I need to be with someone who really wanna be with me..sooo tiredand you just don't care

2007-06-05T09:52:00.000+08:00

ASSIGNMENTPROJECTASSIGNMENTPROJECTASSIGNMENTPROJECTand nothing else.. huhuhuhuhu

2007-06-03T16:13:00.000+08:00

Sorry I never be there for you whenever you need meSorry I cannot keep you accompanySorry I can’t keep promisesSorry for being so far away from youSorry I can’t make you happySorry I always disappoint youSorry for always making trouble for usSorry if I made you worrySorry if I ever make u sadSorry coz I can’t be who you want me to beSorry if I make you think that I don’t care about youSorry coz

2007-05-29T23:13:00.000+08:00

kamuu...the best part of everyday

2007-05-23T14:09:00.000+08:00

You're the only one whoDrags me kicking and screaming through fast dreamsYou're the only one whoKnows exactly what I mean-Maria Menadear..my life with you is double happy, double sad, double exciting, double upset, double fun, double bad-mood, double crazy, and sometimes double disappointment.but it is definitely not a single regret.my life with you, is so much happier than without you.x o x o

2007-05-21T00:34:00.000+08:00

对你来说，这件事没有那么重要。。但听你怎么说，我的心都疼了。不知道对你有什么意义，但，对我来说，这好像个赌博。。这一天，你说你爱我。改天，你说你要跟我分手。。你以为我是什么样的人？我很累。。真得很累。。为了你，我还是要坚持下去。为了我们为什么你不想坚持到底呢？如果想放弃的话，干吗要等以后呢？如果最后的结果还是分手的话，干吗还勉强呢？可能我不适合你。。了解不了你的情况。。不够爱你。。每次你需要我，我不一定在你的旁边。。我很难过，你病时，我怎么不在你的身边。。不能跟你在一起。。你有没有想过我的感情？连一点关心我也没有。。所以不知道我为什么还在这里。。应该是他在我那边才对。。可能我该放弃我的地位，因为，还有别人更适合你。。。。那个人不是我

2007-04-28T17:21:00.000+08:00

what will you do, if you know that someone is lying to you? Ask them why they’re lying or just pretend that you don’t know and everything’s fine? … I wanna know why.. But I don’t wanna ask. So I’ll just pretend nothing's happened then.

2007-04-22T11:29:00.000+08:00

will you still love me tomorrow?...

2007-04-14T17:39:00.000+08:00

Well, when you goDon't ever think I'll make you try to stayAnd maybe when you get back I'll be off to find another way 我都累了真的..是不是我太多用力了？还是我不够强要跟你在一起？我经常想,我是不是合适你？我有没有关心你？够爱你了吗？我让你高兴还是难过呢？最近，你好象不像以前一样你变了心疼，你知道吗？想你..我很想你希望你也有同样的感觉但是，你没有你说过你也想我不过，我知道你没想过我真不知道该怎么办才好该说什么应该停下来吗？该放弃吗？该让你走吗？你要我那样做吗？如果我放弃，你会不会愉快?会吗？..When you goWould you even turn to

2007-04-13T02:29:00.000+08:00

i hate myselfi really hate myself..sighhh..stupid me!

2007-04-11T07:11:00.000+08:00

when it comes to her,somehow it hurts..a LOT and I wonder, do you even care? tired, I know I am..but I just can't quitI said it, I wont quit,then I wont. or maybe, I just dont want to..sighh I'm tired pretending that im strong,for i am notI'm tired fooling myself around,act like nothing happen while bleeding insidejust so you can keep me a little bit longer.. selfish? indeedbut who cares?do you?

2007-04-08T01:05:00.000+08:00

I can’t sleep..a lot of stuff inside my head, you know random stuff. some of them just passing by, some of them stay a little bit longer. lately I didn’t think too much about anything happened in my life. I just live it. sounds easy, huh? but it’s not as easy as it seems.maybe I don’t wanna think too much, bcoz I don’t wanna know too much. you know when you really think bout something, a lot of

2007-04-07T17:55:00.000+08:00

对不起我给你的伤痛还有，不少麻烦，还有我对你的愚蠢. 我不是故意伤害你的。就是自然发生了。对于你和我们，我希望以后我会变成更好的人。谢谢你对我的好意、热情和爱、你的忍耐和容忍还有你给我的全部。我真的不能更多的要求了.. aku padamu.. :)

2007-04-05T23:38:00.000+08:00

I don't remember what day it wasI didn't notice what time it wasAll I know is that I fell in love with youAnd if all my dreams come trueI'll be spending time with youOh, I love you more today than yesterdayBut not as much as tomorrowI love you more today than yesterdayBut, darling, not as much as tomorrowMore Today Than Yesterday - Spiral Starecasethe 5th. the 6th... and the 1st

2007-03-25T01:03:00.000+08:00

Come to me now And lay your hands over me Even if it's a lie Say it will be alright And I shall believe I'm broken in two And I know you're on to me That I only come home When I'm so all alone But I do believe That not everything is gonna be the way You think it ought to be It seems like every time I try to make it right It all comes down on me Please say honestly you won't give up on me And I

2007-03-20T14:40:00.000+08:00

*complaining*tugas menggilaa~banyak essaaayyyybanyak repoorttttbanyak researchhhhbanyak case study yg mesti di bacaabelom lagi test" ga penting..uhuhuhuhuhuhu..saya maw libuuuuurrrrrrr~minggu dpan libur sih sminggu..tp masuk" mesti serain report2biji pulaak!libur macam apaa ituuw..liburr~ libuuur~ libuuuurrr~!!

2007-03-13T22:47:00.000+08:00

Amel tagged me! huks.. why me? =P ok, here it goes..5 reasons why I blogged:1. pelabuhan terakhir bwat isi kepala yg suka overloaded, so I can have a better day. hehe2. tempat curhat paling mantappp.. wkekekek.. bs curhat tanpa di judge, tanpa kena oceh, tanpa di komentarin komen" ga penting n ga bermutu yg cuma nambain pikiran..3. karna saya suka menuliss.. hwihihi.. jd ya here I am, blogging.4.

2007-03-10T09:50:00.000+08:00

wondering why I like you... I miss you..it's a DISEASEdo you feel the same?I give you my loveit cures everythingI know thateverybody knows that..and hopefully you know that tooPS. don't overdose it

2007-03-08T14:56:00.000+08:00

UNDRESS meso you can see..

2007-03-05T11:52:00.000+08:00

aku mau adadisana. untuknyaaku mau adamenemani. mendampingi. melindungiaku mau adamemberi nyamanaku mau adahanya ADAbukannya tiadaaku mau adamembawa senyummemberi tawaaku mau adamenghapus lukamenepis dukamenyeka air mataaku mau adauntuk bersamaya, bersamaaku mau adabukan dalam bayanganbukan dalam mimpitapi ADAaku mau adauntuk selamanya...

2007-03-03T10:22:00.000+08:00

entah siapa yg memulaibagaimana awalnyaapa yang terjadidan bagaimana akhirnyaaku tidak taubagian itu memang sulitchapter yang beratsulit untuk dipahamisulit untuk dimengertisulit untuk diterimamungkin aku tidak akan pernah bisalalu sekarang apa?tampak semakin ganjiltidak lagi genap seperti sebelumnyasatu per satu mulai pergi dari tempatnyadan aku tidak tau kemana perginyamungkin sudah

my 50cents

2007-03-02T00:44:00.000+08:00

life doesn't always as we want it to bewhat we want, sometimes just not what we needwe need more than just happiness to fill our life happiness means nothingwithout sadness sometimes, my life is killing meand I feel like I don't wanna live it anymorebut it turns out that, is just me being tired its okaywe can just sit backand relax but you know, at the endwe have to face

it's on the 22nd

2007-02-23T17:36:00.000+08:00

22.02.2007Dear you, when I realized that I might have a thing for you, do you know how hard I try not to like you?so goddamn hard.do you know how hard I try not to fall for you?more than you can imagine.falling for you is the last thing I want from us to be happened.but what?at the end, I do like youand worse, I think I’m falling for youyou don’t believe me, do you?yeah.

2007-02-21T13:49:00.000+08:00

13.51...14.03.....how many what if do you have in mind for every state you're in?me, i have A LOT.yeah. countless. and i just can't get rid of them.what if this happens?what if that happens?what if he does this?what if he does that?what if I'm this?what if I'm that?what if this goes wrong?what if that goes wrong?...and a lot more.i don't know if it comes from my brainor my heartwhich one do you

2007-02-18T11:27:00.000+08:00

HappyChinese New Year!wishes youJoy, Harmony, and Good Fortune

2007-02-13T17:15:00.000+08:00

Love isn't alwaysas you see it oras you dream itshould bedia bilang,waktunya ga tepatorangnya juga ga tepatis there any perfect time to fall in love?or maybe perfect place?is it supposed to be with the right person?oh please, define what right person is.sejak kapan ada waktu yang tepat buat suka sama seseorang?dan please, ga juga pernah ada orang yg tepat.love doesn't know places love doesn't

2007-02-11T23:05:00.001+08:00

saya sembuh!!!

2007-02-08T17:26:00.000+08:00

I got my superb headache and it wont go no matter what I dodamn non-spicy foodnon-fried-foodchicken-porridgeegg-noodlechicken-soupcorn-soupegg-soupim sick of them yesterday my flatmate brought me pizzaand guess what?it’s tastelessand I was craving for dominos all nightshite lemonjuicewithhotwaterinstead of coffeemy brain’s craving for caffeine more than

2007-02-06T22:42:00.000+08:00

I know it’s hard for you to understand meand it’s not easy to take me as I amI also know that it’s difficult for you to be in your positionbut hey, you’ve tried your besthaven’t you? MeI may be stubborn,and selfish,and lazy,and whateverbut that’s me!and I’m just trying to live my life here. so, where are we?what is our purpose? what are you trying to say?what am I

2007-02-02T17:15:00.000+08:00

Akhir adalah awalTamat bukan kiamatKemana mereka pergi?Bukankah akan ada buku baru yang siap ditulisi?Dirimu gelapBayangmu suramDimana terangmu?Bukakan pintumu,karna awal sudah menunggu

2007-02-01T01:54:00.000+08:00

1 bulan lewat begitu sajabertambah lagi jumlah deretan bulan-bulan itukemana perginya hari-hari yg dulu?kemana perginya rasa itu?atau lebih tepatnya,kemana perginya dirimu?hmm..apakah harus dipertanyakan?toh aku tau dimana dirimuaku cuma tidak tau,dimana hatimu saat ini.heiii..lihat akudatang kepadakubelum cukupkah smua yang kulakukan selama ini?belum lelahkah kamu mencari?belum puaskah kamu

2007-01-25T21:55:00.000+08:00

does anyone watch One Tree Hill? i LOVE LOVE LOVE One Tree Hill. I really love the show. it is indeed a worth watch tv series. to be honest, firstly i watch OTH just because there's Chad Michael Murray in it. he's undeniably HOT, isnt he? *wink* but now, he's still hot. haha. ok, now its not just that, for me, everytime i watch OTH, i can learn sumthin good from each episode. somethin make sense

2007-01-20T10:45:00.000+08:00

I've told you before,"forever is NOT exist"see?now that you left me,i know that friends forever really doesn't exist.thanks baby,for the last couples of monththat you spent with me.

2007-01-18T13:39:00.000+08:00

I feel lost these last few days.I don't know why.I feel like something has missing in my life.I don't know what.today, I talked to a friend, whom surprisingly can understand another part of my life. part that I never mentioned before to any other friends.today, HE, the one who never failed to make the butterflies in my stomach dancing everytime he talks to me, called me on MSN. he: 到了那边为什么不告诉我？

2007-01-16T17:26:00.000+08:00

I just read this on corry's bloghave you ever been yelled, with inappropriate words, by your beloved one?me, fortunately, ive never been yelled by anyone. o well, maybe once. and it's my dad. huhu.what do u feel when someone is yelling at u?I hate the feeling of being yelled by anyone. not my parents, not my friends.or especially my boyfriend. hey, who the hell does he think he is?it is

2007-01-11T22:43:00.000+08:00

WANTED!FRIEND(s)it DOESN'T matter if u're:girl or boystraight, gay, or lesbianbad listenerworst adviceregoistnot funnynot a movie-watchernot a book-freakhate musicnot smartwell, maybe we could make a better friends even when we have nothing in commoncheers!

2007-01-07T23:43:00.000+08:00

what the fuck is wrong with BOYS or GUYS or MEN???i really dont understand them AT ALL!!can they just be honest with their feeling?or at least, be CLEAR!! girls are not psychic!! so dont expect us to be one, for GOD's sake!girls just want to be WITH them or WITHOUT them.so please, don't be a total asshole!i really HATE guys rite now..i dont even wanna be friends with them! fuck WITH BOYS! dammit!

2007-01-05T23:01:00.000+08:00

New Year’s Eve, Dec 31st 2006. around 4.30pm Corry, Tress, n Chandra came to my house, coz my parents was having New-Year’s-Eve-Dinner. Pas mreka dateng gw belom mandi n blom siap” gt.. nyokap juga masi masak” di dapur.. jd yauda kita ber4 siapin kado buat Olla dulu, soalnya tar malem kan mo di kasi gitu pas BBQan.. hoho.. abis kelar siapin kado

2007-01-02T17:41:00.000+08:00

祝你新年快乐Bonne annéeHappy NEW YEARcheers!

2006-12-25T01:20:00.000+08:00

I don't want a lot for ChristmasThere is just one thing I need I don't care about the presentsUnderneath the Christmas tree I just want YOUfor my own More than you could ever known Make my wish come true...All I want for Christmas,Is YOU...MERRY CHRISTMASSS!~!!! GOD Bless You

2006-12-20T00:15:00.000+08:00

once again its another girl.. *evil grin*sigh.. why her?its supposed to be me, right?...what's with his promises?where did those words go?what's with 'I do'??dream on, girl..dream on..sighh.. men are reall bastardsyes, you know they are.and fuck with 'I do'.cheers!yea, rite.cheers!(my heart is just simply too tired to fight with my brain)his words. calls. texts. messageslaughs. sadness. voices.

2006-12-19T14:48:00.000+08:00

Monday, December 18th 2006. Puri Indah Mall, Jakarta.c: kok banyak anak kecil ya, ne?me: huh?c: banyak anak kecil.. me: *looking around*me: iya, banyak anak smp gitu..c: apa kita yang uda tua ya.. are we?

2006-12-14T08:43:00.000+08:00

at the end of the day, its HIM ... mungkin sudah waktunyabuat apa menunggu lagi?toh tidak ada lagi yang bisa di lakukanmereka pun sepertinya sudah rela dan pasrah pada apa yang akan terjadi nantijadi untuk apa menunggu lebih lama?cepat selesaikan..semakin cepat, akan semakin baikitu menurutku.semakin cepat waktunya, semakin sedikit sakit yang akan dia rasakantapi mungkin mereka, keluarganya,

2006-12-08T00:09:00.000+08:00

15 jam3 cangkir kopi2 lembar roti tawarmasalah-masalahemosi-emosikegilaankekesalan ditambah projects yang tak kunjung selesaicapelaperbosenjenuhpegelsemoga semuanya terbayardengan harga yang pantas

2006-12-05T13:09:00.000+08:00

like i was playing truth or dare.and i picked dare.because, ...i thought i was strong enough. i thought i was over him.i thought i cud handle my feeling.i thought..everything was fine.. until someone reveals the truth.no, i'm not strong enough, to know he's in love with another girl.no, i'm not over him at all.no, i can't handle anything. especially my feeling to him. no, i'm not. i am not.what

2006-12-01T08:09:00.000+08:00

one of my flatmates is leaving this morning. shes back for good to german coz she almost done with her thesis, and she found a job there.it feels so sad seeing other person, esp. ur friends leaving u. i feel so sad coz evryone is leaving me n now im alone in my flat. huhu. so lijing was off to work, and ya i'll see her tonight i guess, then svenja and alvaro r heading to the airport now.my flat

2006-11-28T23:20:00.000+08:00

i was doin my essay.. but then got stuck.. so here i am.. o well, i dun rilly know wad to write anyway. my dad was online just now, then we hd chat a lil bit. he asked me bout the ticket n stuff. then i told him my flight wud be on dec 9th. and he was like 'how come? its way too early than ur plan' and i told him that i asked my program director before about going back home a week earlier bla bla

2006-11-27T14:57:00.000+08:00

NWA Confirmation Number: LQEMCRPassenger Name********/*********MSThis following flights are confirmed:Date: Saturday, December 9Departs: Beijing, China (PEK) at 8:50AMArrives: Singapore-Changi, Singapore (SIN) at 3:10PMClass of Service: (T)Flight Duration: 6 hours 20 minutesMeal Service: NoneDate: Saturday, December 9Departs: Singapore-Changi, Singapore (SIN) at 4:10PMArrives: Jakarta, Indonesia

2006-11-26T00:20:00.000+08:00

"Don't Hate The Game, Hate The Players"who said that?if that's true, then why do i hate the game so much?my dictionary:life : the gameus : the players

2006-11-25T10:47:00.000+08:00

finalle ..snow snow snow

2006-11-23T00:05:00.000+08:00

DIET is so on for me rite now. i dont know why. i just feel like it. im workin on my weight rite now, n im happy doin it. hope i can lose 4-5kilos before the holiday. wishmeluck! :Dout of the blue, i can open my blogspot! so random! but im soo happy to find out tht i can do blogwalk again.. even maybe its just temporary or sumthin.. still its fine.im going back to indo in less than 3 weeks. i

2006-11-17T10:43:00.000+08:00

so, i went for shopping yesterday. it just happened all of sudden. i didnt have nething to do yesterday, except take some money from the atm, coz i ran out of cash. then my friend got bored at home, and she asked if we cud go for window shopping or sumthin. then i said ok, i need a pair of new boots anyway, so maybe i cud find 1. then we go. ... few hours lateri brought 4pairs of boots home. (+ 1

2006-11-15T23:01:00.000+08:00

... at the end of the day, its him..even when he hurts me,even when i hate him,he's the one i wanna talk to..

2006-11-14T01:40:00.000+08:00

im hurting now.. i just did sumthin i din wanna do..it was like the last thing i ever wanna do to him. n to her. to both of them.u shud really thank me bitch. u really shud.maybe God knows why i did that.coz i really dont know why.u dont even worth my tears..

2006-11-12T00:55:00.000+08:00

i cut my hair yesterdayyy.. so i get a new haircut now.. hohoho.. i think it looks kinda nice tho.. hehe..uhm,, nothin special actually, so i dont know wad to blog.. a former flatmate came down here from shanghai, n stay here for couple of days.. hOHo.. and today, my flatmate cooked some reall tasty food, n we had a reall reall great dinner.. we had some friends came over n had dinner wif us..

2006-11-07T01:03:00.000+08:00

Microsoft Ponders Leaving China, Blogspot Blocking and Other Non-issuesBlocking and Blogging Blogspot, Google’s platform for bloggers has been blocked again. It had been accessible for a couple of months and someone decided to pull the IP again. Competition wise this sounds like good news for Chinese blog service providers like Bokee and Blogcn as this means less competition. Having been blocked

2006-11-06T15:27:00.000+08:00

ok, the fact that he's lying to me n her, makes me so bumped. i mean, what's the point of doing that? i dont even get it.. it is true, that i dont really like her. shes a total drama queen. i pretty much hate her lately, but im not a mean person, so, i still talk to her. yes, maybe im a hypocrite. whatever. i dont care. but, eventho i dont like her, still, i dont think he's worthed for her. she's

2006-11-05T23:35:00.000+08:00

ohh.. GOD~! im so in love with Stephen Colletti~!!! he's cute, and sweet, and he has all boyfriend material. he's half Italian n half American, which makes him soooo perfectly cute! hahahah.. he does skateboarding n surfing.. n i definitely love his tan! i do, really do!

2006-11-03T07:03:00.000+08:00

INSOMNIA IS BACK~ help!!im having a sleeping disorder.. its been 3 days now.. hiks.. these last 2 days, i was going to sleep around 1 and woke up around 3 am and cudnt get back to sleep nemore.. how sucks! and worse, i have to go to sch wif panda-looks-eye.its never like this! i dont know wad is happening here, but one thing for sure, theres sumthin wrong wif me. i used to have insomnia back then

2006-11-02T10:28:00.000+08:00

finallleeee.. i can open my blogspot.. and i can do blogwalking againn.. hoho.. uhmmp,,today is a reall good day.. at least for me..i have class at 1pm, so i can wake up late. and also dont have any homework to do.. so free~ can drink coffee and eat my lunch in no hurry! hohO.. today also very very hot! feels like summer is back again out of the blue.. i can believ how hot it is.. i dont know

2006-11-01T00:16:00.000+08:00

i cant sleepand i miss youi dont know why, i just feel iti miss youi miss youi miss youi miss evry lil thing bout youyour sweet behavioryour laughyour jokeyour callyour cute wordsyour mean wordsthose times when u missed meyour txtyour accompanyyour presenceyour absenceyour storyall those cool-stuff uve told me back thenlaughing with youtelling you storysharing evry lifestory wif yousaying

2006-10-30T18:59:00.000+08:00

a Song for a Broken HeartI write to you from hellmy song leaving the foot,against the gas and the wallthat must have said your nameon the beach i remind myself,how holding hands is so powerlesscan a song replace a broken heart?can a song replace a broken love?tonight im not aloneI just wanna get your fucking voice out of my head-A Static Lullaby

2006-10-29T23:19:00.000+08:00

these past few days, i feel lyk that feeling back again.. and i really really dont want this to be happened! theres no way i'll let that feeling come back again. im living my so-called life now without anything or anyone cud let me down. n im not gonna let him ruin it. cos so far i know, never-fail-to-let-me-down and walk-away r his specialty! i know this is stupid. and i know i supposed to move

2006-10-28T01:34:00.000+08:00

WTF is wrong wif blogspot! i cant even open blogspot's page! dammit!! its been like 3 days now.. n i still cant open it. i can login blogger, but cant open blogspot page! wtf!

2006-10-24T23:25:00.000+08:00

i just finished watchin indo movie, HEART from youtube.the movie is about a girl who fall in love with her bestfriend, but her bestfriend fall in love with another girl. and at the end, she gives her heart to her bestfriend's girlfriend to show her love to him.. aaaw.. so touching! u shud watch it by urself lor.ooh Tuhan ku cinta diaberikanlah aku hiduptakkan ku sakiti diahukum aku bila

2006-10-24T00:34:00.000+08:00

im tired of being nice to other ppl.. even to my friends and my best friends.. it sucks when u try to give them advices, or just tell them good things to do, or even just let them know wad's good n wad's not, but they dont even give a damn to wadever u say. sometimes they get angry and they think u're just blabbing some nonsense, or they even think that u're jealous of them, and whatsoever.wtf eh

2006-10-23T12:28:00.000+08:00

i miss home~i miss my MOMMY!!~!i miss my broo~!i miss CORRYYYY~!!!i miss TRESS!i miss OLLA!i miss my bedroom back home..i miss watchin POWERPUFF GIRLS!!!i miss having midnite phone-calls..i miss homemade food..i miss starbucks!!i miss hang-out wif my girls!i pretty much miss everything..don't know why.o well, can't wait for holiday comin..im counting down my days~ps: i miss him too. i do.

2006-10-20T21:25:00.000+08:00

Forgive Mecan you forgive me again?I don't know what I saidbut I didn't mean to hurt youI heard the words come outI felt that I would dieIt hurt so much to hurt youthen you look at meyou're not shouting anymoreyou're silently brokenI'd give anything nowto kill those words for youeach time I say something I regret, I cry "I don't want to lose you''but, somehow I knowthat you will never leave

2006-10-18T12:53:00.000+08:00

today is so FREEEEEZZZIINNGGGG~!!!!well, im supposed to be on my way to sch for having consumer behaviour class at 1, but im staying home with my heater on and blogging some nonsense instead. HOHOHO~ im bad i know!ok, this term i have 6 classes, LOAD of assgn and LOAD of project.. THANK GOD its the last term of my diploma, and i'll be doin on my degree starting next year.. hope the degree is

2006-10-16T13:36:00.000+08:00

im CONFUSEEEEDD~!!!which one shud i choose, audrey hepburn or sid vicious?ok, so this is wad happen.. i have to choose one of them for my consumer behaviour assgn.. i need to do some research and make a report..both are interesting to me.. but i gotta choose one! vicious for punk or hepburn for classic?sid or audrey? audrey or sid?

2006-10-11T09:01:00.000+08:00

a GOODBYEyou are so damn sweetyour smile makes me smileyou make me laugh with youand im happy whenever im with youyour talks comforting meyour joke makes me laugh-out-loudyour call is a dopeand im addicted to ityour company makes me happyyour absence makes me sadand ive been crying my heart outsince uve never been there with meand i was losto well,its all over nowim no longer stick with youits

2006-10-07T10:05:00.000+08:00

so, yesterday was Mid-autumn festival, and yeah we supposed to see the moon.. but, instead of seeing the moon, i went online - had some chat and played some game, cuz last night seems like going to rain, but at the end its not. i dont know if the moon looks so beautiful or it covered wif those stupid dark clouds, but it shud be full moon and bright.and i just found this interesting stuff out.

2006-10-07T08:31:00.000+08:00

today is my mom's birthday~! woOo..HAPPY BIRTHDAY my dearest MOMMY!!feel bad cuz i cant be there to celebrate her bday.. huhu.. but, nvm i guess.. maybe nxt yer i will.. heheuhmm.. i dunno y i always wake up early lately.. makes me feel sick.. i slept at 4 this morning, n i woke up at 8.. WTF? so not me lahs.. hahax.. o well, i woke up and found feli on my msn .. n we ended up having a sad convo

2006-10-06T11:05:00.000+08:00

10 things I hate about YouI hate the way you talk to meand the way you cut your hairI hate the way you drive my carI hate it when you stareI hate your big dumb combat bootsand the way you read my mindI hate you so much it makes me sickit even makes me rhymeI hate the way you're always rightI hate it when you lieI hate it when you make me laugheven worse when you make me cryI hate it when you're

2006-10-05T02:25:00.000+08:00

I wonder how my feeling doing lately.. i know he hurts me so bad, and it kills me knowing him wif anotha girl(s).. ive been in a phase where i hate him a lot~ and at some point I feel lyk.. OK, enuff is enuff. I dont wanna care bout him nemore. dont wanna know nething bout him. i need to let him go for my own good. and I wont let him messedup my lyf. SO, im tryin real hard to get him outta my

2006-10-04T23:47:00.000+08:00

alone againn~ still hols.. few days left.. so fast when it comes to holiday.. dunno why, always lyk that. i stayed over at my friends' last weekend, coz of twephy's bday party.. n from monday till 2day, my friends sleep over at my place, n we were having pj's partyy.. :D~ :D~ it was so much fun.. but it's over now.. huhu.. so sad~o well, nothing to worry cuz we'll meet each other again on

2006-09-29T10:27:00.000+08:00

For every last bruise you gave meFor every time I sat in tearsFor the million ways you hurt meI just wanna tell you this,You broke my world, made me STRONGThank you~!Messed up my dreams, made me STRONGThank you~!thankyou thankyouTHANK YOU~!!!:)

2006-09-27T22:03:00.000+08:00

check this out! xD~The Bitter Stickgirlthe drawing is so cute n funny..i likeyy!!! <3:D~ :D~ :D~

2006-09-26T17:33:00.000+08:00

sometimes I just wonder what's wif my life..one day I could feel very very HAPPY that it feels like I'm floating in the air and I cant just stop smiling.but the next day I could feel WORST that it feels like I'm falling so fast and hit the ground so hard, and yeah, it hurts like hell.and it happens always like that. and I wonder why?I mean, can I just live a normal-happy life?It feels like,

2006-09-25T19:05:00.000+08:00

HUGE WEEKENDDDDD~~ hoho..my weekend was cool.. on friday, i went to 'MERAH-PUTIH' wif my fwends, watched some performs, then went to REDROCK to grab some food, cuz we got all hungryy.. we ate till 2am, then we all went back home.. real fun but damn tired!!on sat, my fwends n i went to the market, n spent LOTSA money on clothes, shoes, n stuff.. we really" spent too much!! I, myself got 4 pairs of

2006-09-21T02:37:00.000+08:00

thanks for .. uhm, all the good and bad times u've given me.. all the smile and laugh..and for the happiness:)u made me laugh and cry at the same timeso,thanks cuz u've given me the worst n also best feeling i've ever felt..i miss you. it hurts.

2006-09-18T21:25:00.000+08:00

YAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~!just got new apt and new flatmates! Svenja n Lili.. hoho.. cant wait to move out from thiz big apt.. haha.. well, its good to hv flatmates again! im not gonna b alone nemoree.. :D~ :D~ :D~ i'll move to 8th floor nxt mth! YAYYY~ so xciteddddddd~!!! babay 11th floor.. i'll be leaving u soonnn~ HAHAHAH.. oh yeah, im so xcited n almost forget my project.. damn.. its due

2006-09-15T00:46:00.000+08:00

is it too much to ask if i ask u to stay?please stay. stay with me. im getting to like this feelin ive found.im getting to love the thought of having u around.n i will never let u down. 12.40am n i still cant sleep yet.i supposed to sleep by now, cuz im sleepy. but i cant..sigh..okay then, bye for now.

2006-09-15T00:13:00.000+08:00

IM TIRED.evritym i say those words, they said i need sum rest n more sleep. but no. i dont need those.its not my body that feels tired. its my SOUL.yes, my soul is tired. my heart is tired. my mind is tired. my feeling is tired. im tired of thinking too much, waiting too long, loving too deep. maybe. dont ask anything cuz i may not be able to find u any answer.i lost my mind. my brain half-dead.i

2006-09-14T22:56:00.000+08:00

hmmmp..i went to Valentino's exhibiton at the Art Museum this morning.. well, the xhibition is quite big.. there r also furniture, jewelery, painting, n sculpture xhibition.. the furniture n jewelery r more interesting than the Valentino's. there r 15-20 valentino's red dresses, n from all i like 3 of em.. but yeah, its not really interesting.. i like the furniture area better.. there r so many

2006-09-12T23:01:00.000+08:00

heyasssssssss babyyyy~~wOohhHHooooo~ I feel so happyy todayy~ I handed-in my 1st project to Anna this afternoon, n I CANT BELIEVE SHE LIKED IT!!! yaaayyyyy~!! I thought she wudnt interest at all.. but.. wOoo~ she liked it! hahahahah.. n yea, im happy of corz. at first, i was planning on making a post-card, but then i got blank n hv no idea bout how to design the post-card.. Ive made it once, but

2006-09-12T12:18:00.000+08:00

love is ended before it's begun..yea rite. 11o% correct. lol.well, dunno wad to write actually.. but i feel lyk writing anythin, so here i am..its 11.32am, im waiting for anna's class at 1.. i woke up at 8.3o thiz morning cuz i supposed to go to Valentino exhibiton at the art museum, but im not going.. i'll b going on thursday instead.wanna go back to sleep, but i cant.. huhu.. so boring.. well,

2006-09-11T01:11:00.000+08:00

wow, its September 11th 2oo6! 5 years after the attacks that felled the towers in NYC.. cant beliv its been 5 years oredi.. such a long tym.. hohoh..well, wanna share u my thoughts.. :)~sumtimes i just feel so tired living my own life. I mean, my life definitely not that bad, but yeah, its not that good either. there wr times when i really enjoying my life, but there wr times when i feel that

2006-09-11T00:17:00.000+08:00

i hate period!! i feel so fckin damned coz of my period.last nite i cant sleep till 7 am! my stomach hurts so bad, n my back-hips annoys me alot. and i can do nothin bout it. sighh.. but, THANK God the hurt part is over.. :)these last few days ive been watchin japanese drama series.. its called Taiyou no Uta, it means song to the sun in english.. Ive downloaded the movie and the series

2006-09-09T16:36:00.000+08:00

to b honest..I will not be able to hate u,and I hate myself coz of that.I hate the way I dont hate u,not even close, not even a lil bit, not even at all..and to make it worse,the deeper I fall for u, the weaker I get~f. you

2006-09-07T21:11:00.000+08:00

today is so cold n windyyyyy.. the wind blows everything off.. papers, books, even my big pencil case.. damn, wad's with the weather.. well, i've been watching series of one tree hill the 3rd season, these last 3 days. and i just finished the last part few minutes ago.. and i have nothing to do now.. so, here i am.. telling story of my daily life on my blog.. i skip anna's class this afternoon. i

2006-09-05T23:08:00.000+08:00

you know wad..,sometimes for me, its good to know whom u're going after.. even that means u're going after another girl.. but, i feel way much better that way, than like this.. know nothing bout you..i feel lost.. tryin to find the answer, but i cant .. i cant find it anywhere..ohh Goddddddd... cant u just take this feelin awayy???? >.<

2006-09-04T16:38:00.000+08:00

finalle home..i stayed at twephy's for weekend.. we went to the carnival on sat, but its too late. so, we decided to go to another place. we went to wfj, n i bought some stuff there. i skip church on sunday, bcoz i didnt wake up.. huhu..i got drawing class today. so bored, but it finished earlier. how good! :D :Dn another good news here, my teacher told me, that i can finish my degree at the end

2006-08-31T19:04:00.000+08:00

huyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~~~ :D :D :D :Dthe test was CANCELLED! hahahahah.. i dont know why.. my teacher just happened to cancel it.. well, i was happyy.. but, pissed off at the same time.. i mean, i study all the material 2dayy, at the break, for only 1 hour, then she just cancelled it.. huhhh~! yah well, forget it.. i dont care nemore bout the freakin test.. hehe.. 2day seems fun.. dunno why.. hoho

2006-08-31T02:03:00.000+08:00

I know it's not good falling too deep with someone..i just, well, i dont know how we get here.. i mean, we used to talk to each other bout nething.. but now, seems like u vanish or sumthin.. i dont know.. is it me? or you? can someone gimme a gud answer? coz i hv no idea whats happening here.. i feel so fuckedup sumtimes. feel like screaming.. crying.. but i cant.. dont ask why, i just cant.. im

WHAT a DAY!

2006-08-30T20:26:00.000+08:00

sch is sch.. always boring.. ok, its not always boring, but most of the time, sch is boring..i wk up at 9 this morning bcoz ayi came to clean the house.. then i go back to sleep.. until 11, then i really wake up, i told ayi to clean my room while i tk a bath.. when im finished, my room hs already clean.. :D :D so nice.. hehei hv class at 1.30, accounting class.. so lazy to go, but have to.. after

2006-08-29T19:20:00.000+08:00

another day with movies. i watched 3 movies today. Something New *good one! shud see this*, 10 things I hate about you *old movies, but always good^^*, and 40 years old virgin *this one sucks!!*. I just finished wif them all, n now im eating my pizzas while writing this.told u ytd that my friends r going to other market 2day. but i decided to stay at home. well, not really in the mood for window

2006-08-28T22:28:00.000+08:00

just got backk~ hoho..SO, i went to the carefour to get sum moneyy then i stopped by at starbucks for a glass of mocca frappucino.. after that went to the market to meet my frends.. i bought few things there.. uhmp, 1 jeans 2 shirts and 1 short.. not satisfied anywayy.. hahaha.. i want moreeeeeee!! well, maybe next time.. :D they still wanna go to other market 2mrw, bags n purses market! :D :D

2006-08-28T15:39:00.000+08:00

heyasss world~!gee.. why I feel so sleepy 2day? feel like sleeping all day long.. just lyk a pig! I woke up around 12 bcoz I supposed to hv class at 1.. I grabed my towel olredy n heading to take bathe, but b4 dat i wrote on my msn that I was too lazy to go to sch.. then my frend called me, n told me she was lazy to go to class too.. so we finalle decided not to go to class!! oh God, y am i so

2006-08-27T14:29:00.000+08:00

what a suck weekend!! i caught a flu and stuck at home. ystrday my frends asked me to go out wif them, they went to eat SATE n karaoke after that. but my flu was getting worse last nite so i decided to stay at home and did my drawing homework. how sad.. huhuhu..I also called mom ystrday.. and guess wad, I got sum new gossips from mum!! HAHAHA.. told her i caught a flu n she told me to eat med, gt